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As for me: reality knows, that since “blacking out/ which I have no recollection of “what happened to me”! LIFE SAYS; and my own heart, soul, mind, and body (without looking at it) agree; I have, for all intents and purposes; become female; want to or not. Even if the mirror, and all of my past in time: changes now. Or more distinctly; I have literally been given over to the female existence of truth in life; as their slave/ no freedom for me, no escape. And that makes me feel like “some kind of house cat/ about to be thrown into an active; dog pound”/ EVERYTHING could go wrong.

Or more distinctly: “like an altered female; about to be thrown into an army of “fe-MALES”; AS have been women over time, with men.   "will; it be different"?

So NO, I ain't your leader, savior, guru or whatever; JESUS IS, and I certainly ain't him.

Unlike religion: HE is leader by proving the difference between love and hate. By guaranteeing we are NOT, created & abandoned: but may join in eternity, if we own the truth of love within us each one. No belief/ no organization or commitment admitted; only truth.

As a slave; I have no idea what will happen to me, reality however HAS MANY CONCERNS/ old and ugly or not, may not matter.