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truth decides everything of value/ truth keeps this universe alive/ truth creates happiness, by adding trust; to the creation of “human commitments to love”. truth decides your eternity/ truth decides what happens when you die! therefore truth is: the most important reality of your life/ those who discard that; become liars, and worse.  when you are not true to yourself, “you dig a grave, to fall in”.

As for me: reality knows, that since “blacking out/ which I have no recollection of “what happened to me”! LIFE SAYS; and my own heart, soul, mind, and body (without looking at it) agree; I have, for all intents and purposes; become female; want to or not. A reality of living it/ rather than understanding it; the immediate impact “vulnerable to all things female” OR, the complete dismissal of war; has changed me into a toy, for women, in their world. ITS COMPLICATED. but as is true of nearly all women: I too, have never wanted to be a “toy”.  life & living have changed.

Even if the mirror, and all of my past in time: changes now. Or more distinctly; I have literally been given over to the female existence of truth in life; as their slave/ no freedom for me, no escape; IS PROVEN true. And that makes me feel like “some kind of house cat/ about to be thrown into an active; dog pound”/ EVERYTHING could go wrong. Even so, for over fifty years I have had only one true goal; “doing the best I can to keep this world alive”. but “you would not”!

Or more distinctly: “like an altered female; about to be thrown into an army of “fe-MALES”; AS have been women over time,  been cursed with men.   “will; it be different”?  LIFE, is different; having tits is different; the future is a “blank”. Everything seems “sort of the same”/ but reality absolutely says its not, and living enforces that. So, NO:  I ain’t your leader, savior, guru or whatever; JESUS IS, and I certainly ain’t him.  While I do wait; for absolute real world evidence, “only female is left”.   you, CAN’T believe it? “even though you believe in evolution; “life built itself, one piece at a time”!  Even though we KNOW, “the body needs everything at once”, or the body dies. As proves “university is wrong; completely”. a cult is a cult!

SO THE QUESTION: directed to YOU, becomes: WHAT is true? because a cult will only follow its leader “into hell”/ while a real life human; will make the decision about what is true, for themselves; by accepting the responsibility that they chose: good or bad. the reality of extinction events however speak for themselves/ and so does:  “i won’t care/ about anything but me; RIGHT NOW”. but unlike “letting wisdom decide”/ as with genetic chaos or nuclear fire: the rock 3i/ ATLAS will not give you a choice.  WE CAN PREPARE “with nuclear bombs and missiles” to guide it away IF it comes to close/ or we can wait as dullards do: until it is too late to do anything at all. because at 150,000 mph/ either you prepare as best you can in advance; or you die. simple as that! 

Unlike religion itself:   JESUS, is leader by proving the difference between love and hate. By guaranteeing we are NOT, created & abandoned: but may join in eternity, if we own the truth of love within us each one. No belief/ no organization or commitment  to a cult, will be admitted; only truth. the evidence of who you are; as chosen by you. 

As a slave (I own nothing); I have no idea what will happen to me, reality however HAS MANY CONCERNS/ old and ugly or not, may not matter. “life, could not be more different than I expected”; living is without the values of male. the consequence of that is: “not a clue”, what will become of me; “however female, clearly exists”. While the evidence of living continues to demand; “nothing male is left”; female owns it all. Or more distinctly; the spiritual world of female; is rebuilding me; and I have no say, at all.  the evidence will decide, but the spiritual world already knows:  “you will NEVER return to male”/ even if time fails to properly agree. “it is, without doubt” that some women over time have been enslaved by men; “I guess its my turn” to know this is wrong on so many levels. “don’t know why”? Nonetheless; I have learned over time, that I am in fact “just a passenger” in this vehicle called a body; no longer in charge, no longer the same. She is in charge of life, body, property, future, everything; I am only allowed to “ride along”. no choices, for me. “a consequence” I guess, for invading the female world; “just to ask a question; HOW would you keep this earth alive”? Answer; remove men from control, by war/ replace them with laws that shall not be broken; as chosen by all of us! Becoming a true democracy, built upon equality for all. The reality becoming:  “its her life now”; because the foundation of change is law/ NOT as men do “leaders”.     “its complicated”! SHE is creating the foundations upon which humanity will build a new life. SHE IS CALLING women to complete this task, by joining as a force dedicated to changing this world; FOR LAW/ NOT war, as is the reality of what men do. SHE IS “far better equipped” to understand how/ rather than me; who remains “functionally uneducated (although learning)” about being female. OR “how to move women”?  not a clue. “they aren’t men”. truth decides, and truth knows: “this is not a job for me”.

END ALL DATA CENTERS: it is not a job, or taxation for you. WHERE DO YOU THINK THE MONEY IS COMING FROM IF NOT YOU? they are forms of “Nazi enslavement” disguised until they are unleashed as predators on you. you are already paying in far more ways than you know;  “higher prices on all electronics” is just the start. the puke of human vomit deluding you with “tell them anything/ who cares”/ the deceit of human puke (tell them lies/ we won’t care)/ the rape of human sewage in charge (as is STEAL whatever you can)/ the curse of LIAR (“its a trap/ for you”_). and all the other misery the games of men and women do play; in their rampage “to play god” with all life and world.

LEARN TO CARE/ or die.

foundations exist; that prove men will scream WAR, as herds do; no matter what the threat! Its what they do, either quietly or as a mob screaming at each other, as a herd of animals. All of them claiming; WE CAN DESTROY WHAT YOU WANT, or take it/ EVEN YOU.  Even if,  the herd claiming “the judiciary is god”/ and the law does not matter: THIS IS WAR.  As men, who have no mind of their own. When you are not equal; because they do not have the power/  being OWNED by the rich; they go to death/ believing they have no choice.

BUT WHEN YOU DESTROY WHAT YOU NEED; PARTICULARLY TO SURVIVE/ WHO PAYS MORE?  the wealthy/ OR you.   try finding a brain.  “another way; as is a visual vote”. to decide for ourselves.   THAT LIVING AS HUMAN: DOES NOT INCLUDE WAR;  instead LAW demands, “we the world will enforce OUR DECISION”.

Humanity DOES NOT believe in the law/ because reality knows that men have placed “secret doors”; that will give to them, an exit, fear, or the power to make you cry. To remove that limit on life in society: WE MUST AS WE THE PEOPLE OR WE THE WORLD, “VISUALLY VOTE”. to take away their power! So that the truth of who we are, as humanity itself can be identified and proven: THIS IS WHAT WE ALL CHOSE, not as a herd. BUT AS PEOPLE who do think for themselves.  Because we control that vote for ourselves; we UNITE, and thereby enforce: THE LAW.

THAT returns the law to ourselves, and there must be NO secret doors.

YOU HOWEVER: FAIL life on earth/ because there is no thought whatsoever; for the future. SCREAMING I WANT;  regardless of the consequences clearly known.  “such as ocean life dead/ forests gone/ resources ending/ world overheating/ no ozone= radiation poisoning/ plant and livestock pandemics/ and more.

the foundations of food supply/ resource of any kind supply/ ocean life supply/ oxygen or ozone supply/ and ten thousand more;  are all far more critical than the kindergarten fools of university can understand.  to your shame; “you are believers; cult worshipers of the organization representing Satan on earth”.

ALAS; the universities; have provided “50 years of greed and gluttony and selfishness”: proving  liars, traitors, thieves, cheats, terrorists, failures, and Satan worshipers; as is consistent with “risking all life on earth”. refusing to care about any thing:  “but themselves”.  NO FUTURE, because they chose to KILL it all.

CHANGE OR DIE, this is no game.   I GUESS;  “ultimately, I lead the change”/ no clue why?  no game is being played; life is, what it is.  BUT, as with all things “built upon time”/ our existence as a world, depends upon you changing too. THAT IS YOUR CHOICE, and your destiny or fate/ as reality will prove is true.

RACING TO STEAL THE FUTURE, from your own children however: IS ALL YOU!

and all the people say: “he is insane”. yet reality adds: “look at all the pills you take”/ and identify the truth of “where all your money goes (medicare, etc;  without boundaries or realities based upon truth)/ taxes in real terms beyond your entire income/ credit to induce slavery/ advertising with fear/  and all the rest “university knows” has done to you.  including the indoctrination of evolution as is their religion; and your shame.

TIME throws a lot of decisions at you/ so that life can understand what is true in you. That information leads to your destiny/ or its fate. So in real life, every choice you make; decides your future, and even your eternity.

as for me: I guess abandoning male/ refusing war. Ended with the only thing left is female and law/ after confronting eternity with “there is no use/ men refuse life, the majority, always turning to war”. So, I was turned back to see life from a different view; and life decided: that can only be done;  “from a female point of view”.  how it ends, I do not know?

When there is balance to life and living/ there is hope and respect for life and living. The failure to achieve that, creates the tragedy of life and time; as people doubt their own creations in want, pride, and power;  by screaming “I am god”. The cost of time is “your own decision/ even if you choose to follow; it is your decision”. The cost of life itself, is a spiritual expansion of our own truth; beyond the selfishness of time, which then creates the value of who we have become; as life/ not time. Life “holds surprises”/ while time only holds the consequences of what our own truth will become.

because I accept a duty, we all owe to  life/   cancers are the body failing because something cellular has gone wrong. the current method: “cut it out/ or poison”. so, I am experimenting a bit with skin cancer;  allowing the vaseoline will soften it/ and antibiotics might derail it; currently used together. I have added a bit of old steroid creme to it now.  OR, the working principle is: cancer changes cellular construction/ and in order to defeat it: we must change that cellular identity into something we can then attack; with what will work for the body. “softening it” seems a first good step. But I do not have enough options/ nor a working principle upon which to identify the actual problem;  so, reality suggests “stop”. “Even though, I do not wish to be here/ to watch life on earth descend into hell.     because you won’t care!  shame on you.

AS CANCER PROVES TRUE;  “even though humanity can destroy NATURE with genetic chaos/ as is done in nearly every university”. THEY CANNOT UNDO, what they have done. which makes LIFE ON EARTH/ soon to be cursed forever.  Subject to “the monkeys are now our leaders/ and as with monkeys “caring for your car”;  they are shitting in the air intake/ puking in the gas tank/ urinating into the oil/ letting all the air out of your tires; and in general “doing what monkeys do/ if they can figure out how. “as universities have done.  “BELIEVERS in a cult of Satan”;  to your shame.

THEY PROVED WITH GENETICS;  “as screamers; cursing the world with WAR/ you can’t stop us”; we are gods!  but as with all war, the chaos they left behind/ is the destruction of life, and hope, and bodies, and murder, and mayhem, and a cost beyond measure; as would be the end of life on earth.  BECAUSE WE DO OWE EVERYTHING TO NATURE/ AND THE DEAD “have no respect” at all.  “while hate, the arrogance SCREAMING for attention, of their pride”: WANTS EVERYONE ELSE:  DEAD TOO.

as for me: CREATION gave to me this body of time, and I respect it for the values I have known because of time and life itself. because of what nature provided to me/ and to you. The curse of human decides to play god; is beyond tragic/ and will become Hell on earth; as everything we depend upon is lost.  Arrogance and pride are tragic realities of human existence; the primary element of war on earth. So I searched, and found nothing in male that would keep this earth alive; the banner reads “I WANT WHAT I WANT”/ regardless of truth. that led to female; who is not better but different/ and different provides a chance to survive. however participating in their world; had consequences, as all truth does. and changing direction of life “to view” from the opposite way; has refused me entry back to male. tits (utterly NOT male) in particular make my entire body feel different/ the loss of everything I once knew as me. and I am having trouble adjusting. it is not as simple as it sounds/ because life is built upon the foundation of truths cannot be changed.  yes, I know some men have tits (to their grief)/ but reality suggests it is a movement of skin or body; which fails to become female. However time allows GOD to do anything he does choose; even if, the reality is so rare/ as never before in all of history.  the cost of a world about to be lost; because of human pride and arrogance screaming: “I WANT WHAT I WANT”/ AS IS GREED, and selfishness joined as one war; to take all you can get, by any means possible.

from “truth of life”;  I offer this; that NOT understanding pregnancy, and suggesting to my sister (not having seen her for months); that the house to be sold needed cleaning first (I thought she would make her husband; but no). even though I started cleaning for her/ life said no. so she cleaned a day before delivery/ and later said; the umbilical cord was wrapped around the child’s neck. and he later died of a brain tumor. I never once thought of consequences. SO don’t do that; simple and plain.

additionally; I would never have conceived of the problems tits are (21 years of pushing against me/ rarely leaving me alone). While surely most females are not that attacked; it is clear these things are no “free ride”/ like a penis is. BE KIND, it is not a game!  life offers; value shapes how we care.

or, for whatever reason I don’t know: I am completely overrun  by the spiritually female world (she is inside/ and knows everything); and no, will not be tolerated. There are no options, no escape, no important decisions to be made by me/ absolutely none; but I am still nearly blank “about her”. The writing is; the only freedom I have, along with working for someone else/ never me!  I truly wish it was not so; but I cannot change it/ she owns “my world”. Reality says: her decision to protect female life/ is far greater than me. And I remain thankful;  together we did get my/ our job; done. For life and world; it is enough/ even if you fail/ I did not. YES, I know, you don’t have a clue/ but will rant, and rave, and ridicule me without any concern for my life. but that changes nothing, at all. All spirit is truth, and truth does not care about your beliefs. It is, what it is. my truth is: I demanded to ask “what would female do”/ to save life on earth? and these are the consequences. the reality of women on earth: CLOSED THE DOOR AND LOCKED IT/ forcing me to search in the spiritual world, where life begins; without discussion. Gender is not your decision/ and male is not accepted here!  its a quagmire/ male is NOT allowed, in this sanctuary. “don’t know how it ends”? nonetheless, I chose/ but the end result is: “without true balance as presented by female”/ I would have failed. “simply the price” to be paid; I consider it “worth its price (although had I known; ______”) because a dead world offers nothing. the truth is: I honestly believed, since this is life or death for all male and female. I could simply ask the question, and then leave back to male! But truth had a different plan, and truth cannot be changed; even if humanity can be.

While you laugh and ridicule, I remind you simply: in the cases of extinction/ wrong is forever. While in the case of me, it really only matters to me/ you are not invited to decide what will be true.  however “there is no going back in time”, for either of us. I AM NOT, “the decision you will make”/ not your savior, or anything you believe! instead as described: I am a messenger whispering “change or die”/ because all other doors were slammed shut in my face. as believers who do scream:  “I want what i want/ don’t do nothing, except make me rich.”  Which literally means “slavery for others”.

     

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