Of things beyond “the work”/ now completed; is the truth, I am not free. I guess it is the spiritual truth, that I am not female/ but confined by a female world, with no possibility of escape. Or it would seem, unless I become “female”; there is no freedom here for me. So, I try; but it is hard, and I am completely without a true understanding of who I need to be?
The question is then: of spiritual life, only truth lets you be free/ and there is no place for male, or even “the remembrance of male”, in a female spiritual world. ITS COMPLICATED! And yet, my entire life in time; knew not, the slightest trace of female, in me. “beyond my grasp”. Even though she can now, “make me female”, I don’t understand it/ not doing well. Although “she (owner of the entire world of female truths) is extremely determined”/ and it seems “eternal”; to some extent, here. Because the end result is: “without spiritual” there is no life in time; and that translates to “she owns me”. As death is: the only other option. And I; literally seem to be given over to female, without exception. So if I die to their world/ and I have died to the male world; WHAT could realistically be left? “it ain’t god”; so I need to survive; until taken. “life is fundamentally, without choices”; other than endure. the question is then: IS THAT “female”? In this world? “not my right to answer that”. However it is noted: “not my ex-wife (2 years/ no children)”, at all/ who demanded “she was a liberated woman”/ and would not be like her mother. she was not/ as are many!
Noted: she wanted “a normal life/ (lets be like everyone else) and expected to change me”. I went as far as I could go without changing me entirely; it did not work out. I was committed to changing a world.
Even so; some women unfortunately, are, forced to endure. CHANGE!
Even so: “freedom is NOT male or female”/ but a truth conceived by the consequences of a very limited boundary of order and disciplines; which allow the opportunity, to just be me, as I see fit to be. That ultimately means; some degree of law would allow for freedom, even if “life cannot be considered male or female” at this time.
I am however being instructed, in many ways; in what female life has been like; in this male dominated world. Much is a failure of men/ but some also a cost of what women think; regardless of truth. “they want what they want too”. And that is NOT “strictly true to female”. It is belief, and all or most; of the problems of male added in,
I would never have guessed; this is the cost of the work. Even so; to fight for a world, is an honor/ and overall, the actual price to life itself, is low. SO, I will do the best I can/ and however long it takes to become “whatever it is, I am supposed to be”; will just have to take care of itself.
Or, if that fails: I MUST find a way, to live in a world of truth, where females desire me to live here, functionally; “not male”/ too. There is no exit/ there is no fundamental clue! it is, a quagmire. “no male allowed; is truth”/ only “fe-male”, period. and WHAT does that ultimately mean, to my own existence? “can’t just add it on”. lost, again!
IN OTHER REAL LIFE NEWS, as time dictates for us all. It is a constant of living that meeting other people is much harder than it ought to be. So in years past at www.brainfirst.info I suggested a method to ease that problem “of people meeting people”/ you can find it. Even trying to get that off the ground, so when I was free of this work/ there would be a place “for me too”. But while it was working, it was also taking a lot of my time; and that would not work for me. As reality required “an entire life/ and tinnitus took all the rest”. It is free; if you are willing to spend the time; I suggest you try it; “for life, beyond self”.
I truly did not know: this work, would take an entire lifetime; and even change life itself.
Just so its clear: the entire www.justtalking7.info site; is about the search for WHAT WOULD humanity listen too, as applied to this work and its purpose? Answer “nothing at all”; alas cult worshipers, of university is god. Believers never need truth or consequences; “they know it all”/ regardless of reality.
But more than anyone else, while still in my twenties; I insisted upon one man to tell me WHY, NOTHING MATTERED? He clearly understood. And I plainly said to him: WE ARE ALL, GOING TO HAVE TO PAY FOR THIS! And he said to me “afraid”/ with a clear voice: I am making good money for the first time in my life/ and don’t you do nothing to change that; “because I don’t care” about anything else. So I had to change everything about me and what I did too; as it was useless to continue with “truth and evidence/ or consequences”; that simply did not matter.
OR, not even fear could displace his greed, and desire for trophies; same as all the rest. So the universities continued to “lie, cheat, steal, betray, fantasize, terrorize, curse, and destroy this living world with their delusions; because nobody cared about the consequences”. All hid in the claim; “nothing I can do/ and NOTHING YOU CAN DO EITHER”. Because they wanted what they wanted, and cared only about themselves; and whether their pride was winning; even with fake money, and a dead world. “just didn’t matter/ same for all generations”.
Or, in a more distinct choice: I asked the mayor of a town to provide for people an opportunity to create insulation for themselves; by providing a “machine for cellulose insulation” add paper and fire suppression=get insulation. But two “university graduates” turned to ridicule, and hid in their diplomas. So fifty years later, instead of making a difference, for life and world and the poor; they all cry “GOD doesn’t like us” instead. After all “take no responsibility means; “GOD did it”. Ain’t that right! Without doubt, it is!
and then there is covid: THE EXCUSE universities needed to completely destroy all life on earth, by playing god with nature genetics. The horror of what they did do, the curse of tragedy coming for all/ the endless disease prepared for an entire world. Aided and abetted; by the cult of worshipers who include all of leadership. The people who gave universities permission: to inject your own genetics with “whatever they wanted to experiment with”. Because after all, WHO is going to save us all, if not “university; the people who infected and created covid itself”. So what is their methods most used? Answer; you cannot trust any drug/ you cannot trust any vaccine (other than the old stuff, maybe)/ you cannot allow for surgery or any method of deliberate “touching” without the certainty; SOME OF IT, will include genetic chaos; to experiment with your life and future; “cause they are gods you know/ even though; just plain former classmates of your own”. Nothing is more flagrant betrayal of life and world; than a universities and all its puppets of leadership; who steal our lives; so universities can do whatever imagination says. To their shame. BUT HEY; DON’T WORRY; “JUST BELIEVE”, as media screams to collect their money.
Geneticists scrabble “to be the first, to create chaos in nature”; after all everybody knows that evolution means “chaos built life/ so if they establish chaos in nature: that MEANS THEY ARE god”. You want chaos in your body of time; DON’T you? Or how about medicine, “its just for people who care; right”? After all, a one hour surgery to screw a metal plate to my bone; was well worth $66,000.00 dollars; right? I of course had to make them stop at $66 thousand; because the doctor called (not paid yet) >SO, if the doctor didn’t get it, and the staff didn’t get this kind of money; WHO DID GET THE MONEY?
And as always, the lawyer called (we want MORE); but its only because they “care”. Right! After all; “how do you think spider man” came to be/ MORE CHAOS IN NATURE right! Now who could argue with that; after all “humanity doesn’t; university is god”: NOW AIN’T THAT SO? “NOW, you want to be spider man or woman: don’t you?” WHAT could go wrong; after all: EVERYBODY KNOWS, “chaos and mutilation” ADD TO LIFE; ask any veteran who lost a limb. “its great”/ who can doubt; and it might now even be spiderman; why not 8 arms and legs growing out of your nose? after all; isn’t that what genetics do. and the world says: HURRAH FOR UNIVERSITY, they are god; RIGHT. media demands it, and they do all our thinking for us; ain’t that so! Getting EVERYTHING from university as god/ so how could they be wrong? 6 trillion for the first round of “vaccine”; which could easily have been “just imagination, for you”. because NO PANDEMIC can be proven true!
one trillion dollars is equal too= $10,000.00 dollars/ PER EACH AND EVERY ONE OF ONE HUNDRED MILLION PEOPLE. “ONE HUNDRED TRILLION DOLLARS OF usa DEBT= ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER EACH OF ONE HUNDRED MILLION WORKERS/ “ain’t nobody else to pay”/ is there?
Or, as life says: “go ahead and sleep until dead; rip van winkle”/ after all, WHAT could go wrong, “with killers and organized crime in your house, and more: surrounding your soul everyday! Everybody knows; CHAOS IS DESTRUCTION OF ORDER AND DISCIPLINES; so that makes it perfect, TO TEAR APART LIFE. Or as evolution says: NOT A BRAIN among them; “until men appeared, as the superior ones; who can play god”. Even though no decision can be made, nor can a body run without it (absolutely nothing).
“a robot without software” and as everybody knows; “like evolution these just magically appeared; no brain involved”/ a volcano erupted, or the ocean bletch-ed rocks!
OR, for people who want no law to impede them; in their own war, demanding the destruction of life in time. UNTIL reality comes, AND FEAR takes over!
THEN SCREAMING; “this is all GOD’S fault”/ he doesn’t care; woe is me. “evolution is god; OR WE DID IT OURSELVES! after all “its just shopping: right”! to your shame.
Or as is the constant of data centers: “the new method of stalking you”/ as will be used throughout this world as did Nazi in Germany. To find and kill as desired. “because now they can”/ every single one; who refuses to be SLAVE. “as always, throughout history”. ONLY the tools have changed; humanity did not. BECAUSE no matter where power is found: HATE will invade/ taking what had value, to now be disguised as “the terrors of human descent”.
And so: beyond the wall of time I go; being completely done here. With no real evidence to prove man made a difference to life or earth. The spiritual world of female in charge of me. NONETHELESS, I did do the best I could do; within the parameters of what time, and its truth allowed.
Female decides now. I know not how it all ends; for you or me.
OR in the reality of it: “I occupy her world, as completely entangled/ and she occupies mine, as ultimately free”; making all decisions that count; no male allowed. “its complicated”.
UNITL collected for eternity itself; as is anyone’s guess; “male or female”? No clue, not even a guess.
The initial evidence being; “female tits/ the outward sign of woman”. Which will not leave me alone. “way more destructive to male: than can be imagined”. Believe it or not; I have no say.
And all men scream: “you ain’t one of us/ if you let female decide”! As is “the macho way”. TRUTH however says: when truth itself decides, there is no male or female; only reality, and its laws: of life OR death.
“female” bids me: one more time! Let all women come together, to create THE LAW; that will then guide our society and world/ in peace and harmony through justice, and fair play. WE THE PEOPLE ALL VOTE; to decide those laws. But let women present them, because YOU CAN’T BE DIFFERENT/ unless men are NOT in charge; of what will now become the law of life on earth. AS HISTORY PROVES TRUE; they cannot get beyond war, as is their own solution.
Even so; IF YOU CANNOT agree on a place to meet/ or how to do it/ THEN COME HERE; for “no excuse”; there is only work: here on this farm. “its basic contribution”: as cheap as it gets/ the value is you. The decisions are yours! The logistics are required/ previous to inviting MORE.
NOW, OR never! CHOOSE.
IF YOU DO accept this responsibility to your world: my participation, will be limited too. IF YOU CANNOT AGREE, and enough people ask/ THEN I WILL DECIDE THE ARGUMENT FOR YOU. Because you cannot go forward, unless you are able to unite; as “we the women” of this nation or world.
THEREFORE, THE FOUNDATION IS VERY SIMPLE: my decision, when you cannot; WILL BE, for one or the other. IF YOU REFUSE to accept “together we will go, with this decision”. THEN you will be forced or required to leave/ because reality says; there is no time to play games.
And all the screamers “threaten DEATH and WAR”, BECAUSE they want what they want; and to HELL with anything else. But nature and truth BOTH AGREE; YOU SHALL NOT endanger all life on earth/ for a tiny few. OR “to play god”!
So that it is completely clear: TRUTH DOES NOT mean finding fault with someone else. TRUTH DOES mean being as true to your own life, as it is reasonably possible to be. The law of life decides “what is a failure”. The evidence of what we can know is true, establishes what is our choice. “not me or you”.
SO THAT IT IS PERFECTLY CLEAR; “religion of any kind (university filth, included)/ SHALL NOT decide”. What you believe is what YOU BELIEVE/ not necessarily what I believe is true. Therefore LAW IS LIMITED to what truth can in fact do for us ALL. No belief allowed! But beware of this: I DO ACCEPT AS THE EVIDENCE DOES PROVE IS TRUE: “that all life is a miracle/ and deserves RESPECT” even from you. no more theories/ no more fantasies/ no more delusions/ no more “imagination is all we need”/ no more “just one thing” is all we need; OR ANY of that trash, or its belief, “fancy math or other”/ REALITY DECIDES, and nothing less that its own truth. BASED UPON RISK to life and earth: PERIOD.