Author: Jim Osterbur

Time is the elegant touch of eternity, providing the necessary eloquence through body, to achieve the blessing of heart.

Through love we experience all that true harmony, and excellent peace can be. Through courage, we experience and express, all that we (I), can be. Through discipline, the greater definitions of order arouse in us, to ascend beyond ourselves as life instructs us to be. With balance, we share our world, and care for each other by the honesty of our own truth. These, are moments. But time is also an event of the heart.
Heart lives inside, where only a tiny few can come. The passage between love, life, and hope is heart. Thereby heart is a journey, while love is a destiny, life is a decision, and hope learns from purity what shall be true desire in me or you. These are messages, which deliver our soul to the very edge of eternity itself; by accepting the miracles of Creation are true.

Since this is valentines day: a moment set aside to reflect, remember, and admire the values and dignity of our opposite sex. It is only fitting, to reflect on the treasuries of what is beautiful. Beauty reveals value without measurement/ thereby beautiful is “a miracle of life, released in a freedom of love: I need not, be afraid with you, or for my life with GOD”. Beautiful is the acceptance of faith: that truth shall lead me, all the days of my life; and reveal eternity at its end. Because miracles as are every living thing, even the planet itself; prove an eternity shall exist. With miracles designed and proven so, by love: there is absolutely no cause to be afraid: therefore beautiful shall come/ where freedom lives in hope, life, and love. Freedom is not “without boundaries”/ rather freedom is captivated by truth, and lives where only courage can come. The fundamental essence of love grows into a home; because it is our own value, which understands the true blessing of what we desire within ourselves.
Thought is an essence/ the body is merely a house. When freed, to participate only as the identity we chose, without restraint: what is true creates what will be real, in a passage that lives or dies because you cared for life, and shared your reality with someone else. That means, every relationship that has truth and respect, builds a purpose for life beyond self. Self is like a mirror, it reflects what you put into it. Body is like a conversation, it builds with whatever you put inside. But it is also a random event, which we must accept as our fate on earth; either good or bad. What we do with our conversation piece as is body and mind; becomes our story. What we do, with the reality of how others treat us, or the consequences we must, or choose to face; is the heart we exhibit for life. Every heart leaks a little, from the battles that were unfair. Every heart bleeds a little, from love that was spent/ but never returned. Every heart lives in the essence of our most pure desires; thereby giving purpose and romance its rhythms and song.
The challenge of our time on earth, is to become whatever truth inside will let us be. My truth, is a decision of my heart. While our love is a decision of
our hearts joined as one. Every love joins in soul/ or it is not so. Every love lives as the freedom we achieved, and learned to give to each other, as a blessing from “me, to you/ you to me”. For if it is not shared, but one-sided; then love cannot join, and it dies, or waits “as long as it can”. Love is at the core of thought/ because it builds from the essence of pure desire, to know and understand what it means to be ALIVE. That element of Creation, conceives of birth; as destiny unfolded in time. Every destiny shares an eternity with life/ therefore every destiny is a relationship with GOD!
When we ask of destiny, “WHO ARE YOU”? The answer returns, whatever truth allows for me to be. When we ask of truth, “WHAT are the limits of my time”? The answer returns: wisdom seeks a beginning and the ending as well/ but only thought achieves a journey. Therefore thought determines your limits, both here and forever. Thought is not an “intellect”/ no traps are desired. Therefore thought is the relationship you share with Creation itself: the possibilities of what you know and exhibit as true.
Truth seeks Creation itself/ thereby GOD and JESUS! Soul is that journey, through a path only truth can create. Beyond the boundaries of self, are the elements of our own creation/ the essence of life, by the variations of what is, or is not true. Thought confronts reality, and expresses freedom; but it is discipline that discovers and determines the value of life itself. Life is an opportunity to love, to join with freedom in your own march, beyond this time; as a reality you chose to be/ a truth you could not, or did not: refuse. Therefore love is a treasury we fight for, but not with violence or anything assigned by hate. Rather love is the vault, where every good thing arises, to prove “we, are alive inside our souls”. Every good thing is a relationship designed and created by respect. A respect that learns never to be arrogant or proud/ but always “a heartbeat shared”. The desire without end, is a translation of what our love means “to me”. This foundation must be built upon “by you”. Therefrom we achieve “our own forever”.
Love is not a game/ sex is not a game/ life is not a game: these are the rhythms born by our choices in soul. “To each his & her, own”. Life shared, is a living earned, a desire fulfilled, when all doubt is removed, and only “us” remains.

“A mother knows these things”/ learn them, and be blessed.

If, I were your mother; I would remind the majority of humanity, “to look down”/ upon the intense mountain of trash and garbage, that you built “to get here”. I would remind you, that disrespect for nature, environment, GOD and JESUS; are a certain graveyard, without mercy: to you. I would remind you, the future is your responsibility; not your “treasury to rob, rape, and ravage or destroy”; as is consistent with this day. I would remind you, nothing can repair, what goes past the point of no return; nor can you make GOD Your personal servant to demand “HE, must repair, and clean up, your sewage”. It ain’t so.

I would then remind you: that life or death for us all is a decision being made in this day. A reality of experimentation that intends to ignite the same fire as is on the sun here. A reality of mutilation in nature, that will bring chaos to biology, as is the chant, and the intent; of university knows. A reality of resource and environmental destruction beyond all possibility called, sanity. A certain death for every child, even you. I would remind you, that a university education today allows nothing of “free thought”/ only memorize and robot-icily do what you are told. The end result being “propaganda spread thick across this world” so none will question, or be heard, about the cost of being wrong; for all these things.

If, I were your mother, I would ask you to reconsider the future, without your wants or pride controlling that thought. Thereby removing all but the truth. I would ask you to understand the disciplines of law: so that communication of what you honestly believe, shall not then be war. I would ask you to find courage, to seek respect for life, to understand the expressions of love cannot exist without miracles….. to search for your own faith; as this whole world of creation points entirely to one GOD. By design, by reality, by truth, by evidence, by thought which alone can do these things, through “life energy” manipulation. I would also ask you to consider the cost of being wrong in these things for yourselves; as eternity knows, the decisions you make. Reminding you: “Destroying GODS’ own work”, which is a truly beautiful world/ WILL have consequences. Realities as are life, “which you cannot now, truly understand”.

If, I were your mother; “to want what you want/ and little else”; is extremely selfish. Without our entire world alive; nothing you want would exist. You cannot survive without the other lives, environment, etc; either. Every piece of food which sustains you, “is another life”. Every type of destruction to the environment or its resources; are “a nail in the coffin” of something else that now lives or is dying because of men. It will not go on much longer. The answer of men is, and has always been: war! Because war is the removal of law, rights, and realities which govern what those who want from war, can then take. You can’t be “a god over life” without fear, or a weapon, or a right that refuses law as is war. Therefore we know that men are drawn into war; because a percentage of men, which always tries to get into powerful positions: do worship war.
The answer of life is law! The enforcement of that law, is what brings us peace, harmony, and happiness: therefore truth may rule. Truth never listens to want/ it is, what it is. Reality cannot be governed by pride: life is no game, “it is a billion times more important, than that”. Love is a treasury of values, that cannot be measured; only respected and achieved through the desires within your own heart and soul. Soul visits us, when we know: “every life is a miracle” and nothing less.

If, I were your mother; I would recommend to you: communicate with each other, as if your world depended upon it. Because it does!
I would tell you, listen to your own heart (where duty arises), and find your own individual purpose and design; thinking, through understanding and knowledge: WITHOUT “simply listening to your tv/ etc”. Know what has true value, is life as GOD made it; alone! The fantasies and failures of men who lead this world; do not recognize that, to their eternal shame. Life is not a game.
Remember each one, is a living breathing miracle beyond comprehension! Where judgment must be given/ only the law itself decides. Where mercy is honestly worthy, that can intervene; but nothing else, because as is true of nature itself. The individual is not as important as the whole; therefore we too must protect the whole of earth and life first. Even if that means an individual is not allowed, to “infect the rest with chaos”. It is simply true.

If, I were your mother; I would tell you to look beyond your time, and build for a future; even if you benefit little. Even if, “this is not your fault”/ because there is no future, for a single child; if we do not choose and work, “as life itself, on a mission”; to repair all the damage that has been done. That is no joke, no possibility of being wrong! This world is dying; the primary enemy has been: “men who lead by, university knows”! Therefore change must come here as well.

If, I were your mother; I would say to you “expressions cannot be achieved without substance”. For example; You cannot simply tattoo your body, and say “I did something”. It is not true. You cannot say, “I experienced something MORE, than the others; by watching tv”; it takes more than your fantasy. Not all knowledge has value; be careful what you wish for/ people fall into chaos, many to change their lives forever. With just a tiny error in judgment, decision, or acceptance of what is not true. Learn what is true! Truth substantiates itself, with evidence. Truth assembles what justice can be, searching for life/ not hate.
I would ask you: what are the values of your own heart, because these govern your relationship with soul. Soul is a path towards Creation; it will only be known within respect. Every value that lives, searches for love; what then is your search? What then is your identity teaching you, to do, say, and think? Time is a treasury of change; giving to each one, an ability to perceive “this is/ or this is not, where my life desires to be”. Therefrom creating a true and deliberate choice; identifying you individually from the rest. It is your decisions, that express your life. It is your truth, that brings experiences which can or cannot be valued.
If I were your mother; the values of sex would not be forsaken/ because the true essence of an intimate relationship between two of the opposite sex: determines the balance and harmony of society itself. Where there is love exchanged, there will be peace; as value increases/ so then does justice. Where sex is simply used or abused/ forced or hated; society falls apart, even if there is no other cause. Man and woman discipline each other; or there is pain, and will be chaos. Neither “wins”; a game has no value/ a trophy “is simply fool’s gold”. Soon thrown in the trash; “the moment” is over. Not so with sex or life; as these remain hidden inside; some for life, some for hate; some changing our world.

If, I were your mother; I would remind you one last time: to consider the consequences of what being wrong does mean for this world.

Particularly for things like ignition of the same fire that is on the sun; here!

Particularly for things like mutilating genetics with DNA or other chemicals or things; as life itself is being threatened in every conceivable way. When they say “its all good/ we will wipe away every tear; just leave us alone”! Remind them of what they don’t know; and the consequences of failure that cannot be reversed. Remind yourselves, “even cooking has consequences; due to ingredients, or heat, or timing, or lack of resources, etc/ etc/ etc”.

Cooking involves a few ingredients: building a body of life requires “HOW MANY, thousand or perhaps billion individual measurements, realities, controls, ingredients, and so on”? Answer the question, because if you don’t know even that tiny little bit; HOW could anyone expect less than horrors, to result?

What then happens if the mechanisms and means to build an entire life are tampered with? It is horrendous, and has absolutely no possibility of turning out well. It is terrorism of the worst kind!

The claim of geneticists, “to get educated for life”, with exception for only the tiniest few; is a complete lie. If it were so, they would have chosen to proceed with extreme caution. Instead, they have proven by the evidence, to have done exactly the opposite of that; worshiping evolution as their god of chaos instead. Their purpose to demand change throughout biology; thereby declaring war on life itself. They are, another core essence of “SATAN (we can destroy this world) himself”. Their choice is: to demand evolution will exist, by de-constructing life; so that it becomes a descent into “slime”! To their eternal shame and punishment.  Just another example: the core essence of “university knows” hidden behind layers of lies and propaganda; is death to our world. As is so clearly proven without the slightest doubt, by those who are willing to gamble our whole world on their theory “a ten million degree fire, that obviously burns atomic bonds for fuel; will just extinguish itself”. “Even a blind man, could see; the critical error/ and absolute arrogance of such a stupid, stupid, stupid disgrace these people are”. Why not you? The cost of being wrong; is a fire none will escape! And you know it!

Remember your duty to life and child: which means, there is no excuse for being lazy, or not involved. You are involved, our entire world is under attack. None, are excused!

 

I would remind you as well, LOOK at the consequences of what you do, and understand HOW you are affecting the rest of all life. A case in point is; next to where I live, a ditch exists with a bridge. That bridge just replaced; had a small pond on each side since it was built. A watering hole for all kinds of life, a place where new fish generations were born every year; a tiny little ecosystem for existence itself. The new bridge, in an effort to insure “we won’t have to do this again for a long time” has large rocks buried on both sides of the bridge so there can and will “be no pond”. Or we are now in control, “we know how, to build what we want and protect it”. The end result of this is no life, only men patting themselves on the back, “cause they are so smart”. It is a man’s way/ life be damned; again and again and again.

LOOPS, (thoughts, songs, things that create a circle and keep coming back). A fundamental cause of addiction, and other malady’s of life. Loops are a functional relationship between what we measure, and what we do, and how that conceives of “did I, or did I not adhere to my own values”.

Once in a great while, I allow myself to be convinced “to let measurements intervene in my own life”/ it never turns out well, in terms of value. Because even if the relationships form a trusted development of fair play, the reality of measuring is: that until you actually participate in the action or reaction of a decision (physical part)/ it is just a theory. Therefore when measuring, you play a game. When acting or reacting: you have now ended the game, and formed a real life decision that does have consequences. Those consequences spill into the lives of others, who then measure; and make decisions as a result of what you measured. The fundamental involved then is: was this fair/ did you achieve the value set out as your decision intended/ did you fail to be fair/ does this need to be redefined, realigned, and rebuilt from the beginning? The development of this reasoning, establishes directional signals in four different categories(directions of the wind). Each changes the functional relationship of your life, with your mind, and its directional movement. So the question is: now that the decision has been made/ do you, or do you not wish to continue. To achieve that, you must confront the reality of where that decision will take you. To understand that, you must account for the decision you made: to be certain, no lies exist.

The question is: WHY? The answer is, best given in this example.
I bought a small tool for a little over twenty dollars about 6 months before using it; it had a thirty day grace period (if I remember correctly)/ after that too bad, unless you buy the warranty. After using it for about one hour of work/ it failed to work properly, but with constant babying it would provide the necessary result. So it was used a total of about 2-3 hours of time. I said “oh well”; but bought another tool the same; could not buy from a different manufacture (they don’t make it). This time I bought a warranty. That tool worked correctly for about 15 minutes and failed; won’t start.
I then went back, got another (3rd one)/ considered the problem; and bought a fourth one with warranty. Believing since the first two failed very quickly, and I want to use this tool, because it does have a value to me (it does a job QUIETER, than others. I have ear troubles): I needed one as backup, so when the 3rd one fails, I can still use the fourth one; while I go get a replacement; hopefully before the fourth one fails too. I now have over $80.00 in what was supposed to be a twenty dollar tool. With no expectation of longevity. I WOULD HAVE, bought a replacement tool from a professional manufacturer; but they don’t make one.
This is the setup, which initiates the measurement: because I still have the first one, which would have been warranted within 30 days, if I had needed it at that time. The clerk, when I replaced the 3rd one and bought a 4th one said: “the same warranty would cover both tools” since I was buying two of the same. Having three tools the same; the mental suggestion is: warranty period is 2 years/ IS IT FAIR, to return the first one; for a backup? A question, which did not exist: UNTIL the second tool failed almost immediately/ which means the factory is using weak parts; not the same problem! So what is fair? We add in: when a tool is not functionally adequate for sale/ but sells anyway, largely to an unsuspecting public, which then puts it away until needed. Many are going to find, their tool does not work; after a very short time: which means they lost money, many become angry, and resources are lost, costing the future. These are secondary issues, which sets up the first measurement: what is fair to me? I am making trips/ I have now spent 4 times more than intended: but I made a decision, to keep buying it. Therefore I have established, “the value is worth the tool, at this time”; because I have a particular use in mind. I need quiet, as possible: “its important”! The second question is: is it fair to the business which does no more than sell the product/ to ask them to replace the original tool, under these circumstances? Is it fair, to let business and manufacturing “go free”/ when a lot of people will lose money on this tool, as described. Which asks the question: how best to intervene, for the future; regardless of this moment? So, I now have time invested in a problem I did not create originally/ facing a decision, I do not wish to make. But stubbornly insisting after the second one failed: if it’s a problem tool, and it is; again, “what is fair to me”? I decide, to take it back; talk to “lesser management on the way in”/ as conversation goes, didn’t get the whole story out, before a decision was offered. They did replace the tool “the 5th one”/ I now have three new tools (two warrantied and replaced, three paid for). Hoping to get about twenty hours of operation out of all three; to get a specific job done. Which means, the decision as to what is fair/ now revolves from theory into fact. Which again enters the mind as the demand for FAIR play; for all sides. Can’t go back now, and make a different decision: this one exists. I can go back, explain better; and let the management of the business decide for me. Which presents an excuse, and demands a judgment. I choose not.

This reality is weighted as “fair”/ however should the new tools have one more near immediate failure: that means this is clearly the manufacturers fault, and no element affects me. Should all three new tools work perfectly and given no expectation of trouble; being “essentially as advertized, usable and worth the price”: that judgment levels to even. We are both affected similarly. If all three tools fail quickly: then the question rises, “does a lawsuit” representing class action status (too many people were adversely affected)/ manufacturer and business; had to know: Need to rise. Time decides.

From this point on, as is predictable; the loop begins. From a mental point of reference, what exists preforms the function of identifying who you really are. Therefore the purpose and desire of where you intended to be, in terms of fairness; must now be justified by the reality. Or I fail myself/ and must rebuild myself, by cleaning out “the trash” which compromised the disciplines which live here with me.
Loops are created by measurements/ which lead to decisions that are not heavily weighted to one side or the other/ thereby removing any and all questions. When the scale of justice “so to speak”, clearly proves this is fair: it is then fair. However, when that same scale is only slightly, but significantly weighted in one direction as opposed to the other: the question erupts, “did you, or did you not attest and define all participants correctly/ or is there a hidden want, that lied, thereby leading to an errant conclusion”?
This is the circle: did you, or did you not (in this case, “me”) measure fairly, and thereby establish the foundation that becomes “justice”? Not pure justice as is a decision without doubts/ but realistic justice, based upon the realities of society that we live within! As you might understand, it is never worth the price to measure; it is always better to be above question! But when confronted by what is honestly fair, based upon the realities involved: sometimes, society needs “lesser answers” than just what will desire, for a life without measurement; allow.
It is these secondary issues which close the loop. Not only for me, but for the demand: we deserve better/ we shall not be cheated “somehow”. Which then seeks the other side, to establish: they must not be cheated either. The loop lives inside your mind as a confrontation for or against you, and may “flip-flop”, giving that a power to control your own experience of love or hate accordingly: until the critical judgment is made.
Critical means: this is “who I am”/ because this is the judgment I accept. That judgment sends your life, in the direction you chose: whether for truth, partial truth, or lie, is up to you. Where there is truth, there will be kindness. Where there are lies, there will be costs coming. What is in-between surfaces as doubt established in the rest of your life; making all future decisions harder. Every form of gray, is more difficult than “black or white”. There are costs, even if you are correct in your measurement: because being human means, “nobody is perfect”. Which then becomes, a judgment for them that may not agree with your own assessment; causing them to enter within the same developmental issues of what is fair, “to me”.

So, if I were a mother: the lesson of this day is, try never to enter within a measurement for justice; unless you must. Remember your duty to society is, “to protect and serve” the values of all, as best you can/ understanding simply, nobody is perfect; grey matters. Sometimes you are going to be less than “completely clean”/ because that answer does not exist. But the foundations which present an argument do: which means, a clear and certain developmental task of aligning facts with outcome must be accepted/ thereby making the future more clear, certain, and sure of going in the direction we each assert, “this, is me”. By, Accepting the fact; you are going to make mistakes too/ whether this is one, I leave to you. The cost of the journey into “who am I”; is worth the price. Because that is the only way we learn what must be cleaned, altered, changed, or embraced as fair.

Regardless of that, loops are dangerous things. They lead to addiction, because the repetition which refuses to leave you mind alone: demands an action, the addict cannot make. A decision, that establishes the direction for the rest of their lives; convicts them; or refuses to rest, until the next set of “definitions/ measurements in gray” must be dealt with, again. What is fair, begins with little things/ because law and justice established by truth and evidence decide the big things. Therefrom fair is an element of society, because what you are willing to do to me as a majority/ can be returned as what I then consider to be allowed for you. Within the category, of where I live my life inside. If you desire peace, there must be forgiveness; if possible/ because no one is perfect, and neither is the concept of fair. Fair is not perfection/ fair is within the definitions of who we intend to be as a society; even if we are not there yet. Consequently fair is an elevation of what we desire to be true. Rather than an immersion in what we believe to be true. That subsequently asks of this situation: did fair meet the standard, “I hope for better, or best; from this world, and me”? Within that standard, I have accepted within this writing, that hope does “live on”.
Adding in: every loop is stopped, when you quit measuring life/ and accept the journey to be “clean”; or, better than you were. As to me, the values and dimensions of my own life, in matters of gray; can be summed up more clearly in this experience.
When I was a teenager, I accidentally walked out of a store with sunglasses in my pocket (hands full, just put them there for a minute/ forgot). But noticed them before I got completely, out of the store: which established a loop of “Oh no, they will think I am stealing if I go back” and a string of immediate “Bad things: I don’t know what to do”. I was completely unprepared; a problem that needs to be remedied with education, for the young. Walked out without consequences, relieved; suggested to a friend “I forgot”/ which he quickly pointed out, stealing anyway. Didn’t take them back; unresolved. Ten years later, after being mentally reminded of that periodically, I went back: explained/ stated up to 20 times more to set it right. Owner had sold/ new owner didn’t care. Nobody is perfect, “everybody knows”, or arrogance controls you; whether you admit it or not. Fix what you can. Live with your decision, by cleaning house; thereby doing your best to fix what needs fixing in you. Pray, if you have faith. But do not simply complicate someone else’s life, “for little things”. That is simply being “righteous”/ it helps no one. These are, the decisions we make: therefore it is up to you, to resolve “life inside”/ changing what can or needs to be changed.

 

The problem with being young is, “we are unprepared; for realities we have not been educated to deal with”. Little things, can become big things; without a true cause. The problem with being old is, “elements of gray” color our world, and must be dealt with as a fact of life: making decisions, that will become a part of our lives. All the time in-between serves to understand: what we do not know. Or is abandoned, to serve oneself with pride. So the question is throughout life: who do you desire to be/ and will you work to attain that truth? You are going to fail some/ others are going to cause you to fail some/ you are going to cause trouble for others some: the end result is simply being human has a cost.

Songs get stuck in your head because they measure and remind: something aligned with, what you have not yet resolved.

Being free of duty: knowledge is the essential of change/ understanding the relationship born to share/ while wisdom itself stands as guard over our own future; even now, this world.

IF, I were a mother; I would answer the question, WHERE is “GOD” In our lives today? As best I can.

The foundation being: “If GOD loves us/ then why are we in so much trouble”?
The correct answer is: love grants freedom to those who insist/ but demands, “you must” accept then the responsibility for what you did do. Freedom is not free. Consequently, we are & we did as humanity on earth/ what we chose to do, and must take responsibility for those actions or reactions as the case may be. Added to that, is an almost complete lack of RESPECT: culminating in a very toxic relationship with “university knows”/ among others. The end result is: we are responsible, for ourselves.
But even that does not mean we are abandoned entirely/ because if that happens, life will not last long. Everything is prepared to exterminate this world: because that, “is what men chose”. If “GOD” were to save us from ourselves/ it would just be, necessary to do so again and again; because without true change, men and their university leaders DO, choose the very same things, again and again and again.

So the question of love, is one directed entirely to ourselves/ WHERE is your love! It is a “two-way street”. The reality of our lives, a very simple: WHY don’t you care?

Some will say, “that should not apply to me, I care”! If that is true, then eternity will be fair: is that not so? So the question is: because we now know, beyond any question of doubt, that our entire planet and all its life are threatened with extinction/ WHAT will you do? These are human threats, therefore they require human solutions; with no second chances. Within the reality of one single second too late, and our world is lost: WHAT THEN, WILL YOU DO? Do you not care! It is a choice, no excuses will be accepted. YOU CAN do something! No matter who you are, unless a small child, or with “terrible health issues”. Your chance to repay life itself, with your choice to protect and defend this world, and all its children; is right now. Not a game. Not ANY excuses. Your duty is clear, certain, and true. Mine, has ended: I am not your savior/ I did do my job. The message of change, is true.

As too the “hidden hand of GOD” And what HE does or does not do, that we are aware of in this human life, or for our individual lives, or any other life or environment: no one can truly say. Because anything said without “the human claim of evidence/ even if its clear”; will just get humanity in more trouble. As is so clear with evolution: nothing but a fantasy, yet humanity spread it, or allowed it to be spread worldwide. To your shame.

I can make you aware of my own testimony in such matters; as I am personally, the evidence of that. But what you believe is entirely up to you/ as it is no more than my own witness; and history proves you can and did easily discard me for decades/ regardless of the evidence proven true by reality. Its your choice, not mine.

Nonetheless, I will begin as a slightly, sickly child bronchitis! Nearly died, at about 4 years old. Awoke with a nurse leaning over; “I put a plastic knife down her blouse, when she wasn’t looking; and did my best to play asleep”. Out of the hospital quickly after that. I know not how it applies, but since near death; it seems important somehow.
The next experience was at Christian church confirmation; 13 years I think. Its called taking communion “did not expect much”/ I was wrong, that was a strong spiritual awakening; I was surprised, and honestly felt certain (I was one of four who received it). Don’t know why.
The next “visit” occurred at my wedding; didn’t expect much there either. But I was suddenly struck with “standing before GOD” and making a decision. The only thing I heard or saw after that, was do you take this woman: I said yes. Still divorced two years later; “it’s a long, complicated story”. Nonetheless, still a promise made: be careful what you choose.
The next reality of time is: an experience searching for Creation, was met with an image in “the open sky”; not a true image, and I knew it. But this was a clue, so I continued the conversation. To my great surprise, when I was prepared to simply walk away from it. The image asked: something about two false teeth (knocked out in grade school). I did not have an answer, for if this was or was not defiling “Gods temple as in a body of life”. The correct answer is: no, this living body is my gift; and I am entitled to use it as I desired. But thinking “better not take any chances”/ I knocked them out. Bad plans & bad consequences; go with bad decisions. Oh well. Nonetheless, keys were found in that experience that became absolutely important to enter the spiritual world later. The spiritual world is not “GOD”/ it is law, the enforcement of truth. Therefrom, it is critically important: to understand, “the question”, and know its honest answer inside.

There is a large assortment of elements assigned to or from the spiritual world. But the only one that translates down to this earth is: I did enter the spiritual domain of woman/ and have not been able to escape it. I don’t know how: “you have to be a woman, to know that”. Its complicated.
Nonetheless, that decision has been an unending reality of learn what it means “to be a woman”. Apparently what male in me decided as a teenager: “I am not woman; I don’t need to know/ anything but man” was wrong. Anyway, that continues unchanged until a few weeks ago: when some type of explosion occurred in my head (physical/ real). I lost my defenses, “what is female” now controls; you can’t imagine. It is “so different”. No idea how it ends. That pretty much sums it up, to this day! I cannot truly say, “how much or little GOD changed my life or directed it in some fashion” beyond these things.
I can say; a time or two, work was changed/ which means regardless how much I tried, “this was not going to go better”. Even though I knew how inside, something was to be changed through this: a new path would be taken. It is an odd reality, not really my decision: but this work is the end result.
It can also be said: the summation of my own education is simply BUT WHY? The end result a “short trip”; in someone else’s shoes; to understand how these results come to be. Its complicated; but reality knows; an education much more like “being thrown out of the frying pan into the fire” than simply reading a book. Not, “for the frail at heart”.
I hope it serves you to some degree, with regard to your own life.

 

Just a footnote: the female breasts SO DETERMINED to grow here/ are viewed by me similar too. “Flags”/ like men who climb a mountain or go to the poles; they plant proof “we/ I was here”. I can’t stop them/ they do, whatever they want to do.  A ten year + battle:      lost!

Being free of duty: knowledge is the essential of change/ understanding the relationship born to share/ while wisdom itself stands as guard over our own future; even now, this world.

IF, I were a mother; I would teach you to examine the fabric of life and environment as if they were “same”. We cannot live without the truth, of what lets us survive. Therefore it is simple and plain, a reality determining whether we all, live or die.
The consequence of man is: “GO FIND MORE”! It is not a request, it is a command that extends beyond family, to all the things which make life better. That reality destroys much! Because the desire for more, does not end with “enough”.
We are woven together both life and environment, as if we were one. Every living thing, makes this earth alive. The fact our environment in all its ways, makes this possible: gives us all, the ability to survive. By depending upon each other. It is a consequence of men: that the majority sees nothing of life, or environment: but “more for me”. Women do share this demand, but not in the same ways.
So I say to you “as a child of life”; we cannot survive unless we change this world, together! The question of more, then arises as the single most difficult challenge humanity presents to itself. The vast majority can be described as: Each wants a trophy. Each wants a freedom, and assumes wealth makes that possible. Each wants to own respect, as if they were the only one deserving.
The critical question then presents: HOW can each one have more, understanding they won’t surrender it/ as men have so plainly proven. When the world is finite, the damage done is extreme, and the reality of population explosion threatens us all with extinction.
The only answer that exists is: developed on three distinct principles.
1. With limited capitalism, each can receive their own fair share/ based upon their own efforts, and decisions in control over that fact of “how much can anyone take for themselves/ or how little, is the least to be paid”; BY VOTE. This divides what is available, and can be extended as needed to insure realistic justice extends to us all. No more extreme wealth or possessions! The very rich are gone.
2. With women in charge of society, by the creation of laws that will then govern “how we live our lives, for peace, harmony, and happiness”. Change will occur; simply because women are different/ and different means change. It cannot be worse, than standing at the extreme edge of extermination from and of the planet itself. That much is certain.
3. Controlling the currency supply (tie it to the population count), and the possibilities of debt (only by public vote: within the allotted rules established in constitutional law), MEANS: we the people are in charge of our own governments! That means, we need no employees to decide for us. We NEED only investigators to prove and establish, the laws we did create. All taxation is lumped together; so everyone knows the truth. All taxation is removed from federal government/ and proven by contract bidding, and public affirmation: a responsibility of local government. All military actions, are governed by the foundations WE, THE PEOPLE shall lay down as their job. All international realities of conflict and control over leaders, WILL BE DONE, BY WORLD LAW; women shall write. Men have had thousands of years to do so/ and failed.

Within these principles of society, are the foundations required for peace, harmony, and happiness: how you achieve a working reality determines what the future, from this day forward, will be!

Being free of duty: knowledge is the essential of change/ understanding the relationship born to share/ while wisdom itself stands as guard over our own future; even now, this world.

IF, I were a mother; I would teach you, of the passages, between man and woman. But before we begin, it is necessary to dispense with “boy and girl”. The difference is: until a boy learns his penis is not a toy/ but a reality that can bring grief as well as joy; and realizes a duty therefrom; he is not a man. The same is true of girl, and the toys they too are given. Toys will be surrendered, before the life of an adult can begin.

A passage means: between the boundary walls (I protect myself) that separate us from each other, there is a pathway that leads to heart (I care). To share this understanding between each other, “that together we are now vulnerable” is a romance.
So lets begin with what does it mean to share? The answer is, “I have more inside of me, than I need/ therefrom I give to you, that you may be more, and I too, may find you sharing as well”. The treasury of life is love; but do remember a gift of love means, “you have surrendered a part of your love/ and it will bring heartache, if not returned to you”. It is not a gift/ it is not true, if there is no price to be paid. Sharing is then recognizing, “I desire our existence, or your existence; to be more”. The question is why? The answer is: because love will always care, even if it cannot share/ “too much, has been lost”.
Respect then, those who share with you honestly, and without a price to you: because love is not free, someone must pay.
We then ask: why must someone pay, is not love the very essence of freedom itself? The answer is no, freedom is a right of life; but it requires a choice, and choices are never free. They each carry a consequence, that will not leave you, even if you die. Consequently, every choice is a discipline in love; so that the reality of our time may not know its cost. We are “the blessing of each other”; as love ignited in joy. Thereby the cost of finding someone who not only shares a little, but can share their soul; is worth the price. When that soul, becomes true in you.
Between male and female there are “opposite worlds”/ that do not even resemble each other at all. Even though we share and experience and even express remarkable similarities in time. It is still not the same, by any means of measure! The realities of woman, are very different than the consequences of man. The consequences of woman, are very different than the realities of man. We are NOT “the same”. We simply share time. But that fact gives humanity balance; when the lives we share are equal in respect. A fact that has been historically lost, due entirely to the failures of men.
If we removed the cost and consequences of failure; and returned to the values of truth and life. The realities of man and woman would drastically change. We see in happiness, the joy of who we can be. We see in true love, the expressions and experience that lifts each one beyond themselves as “life coming ALIVE”. That is vastly different, than the majority will ever know today: because fantasies and failure rule this time.
You can buy time with sex/ but rarely will it do you any good; in terms of a solid relationship that can survive its truth. Sex does not bind you to each other/ it merely opens the door, to whatever is inside: which must then be dealt with, to proceed. If you find a child inside: you must “grow them up”/ or fail. For some, that is as close to love, as they will get. But if you find a “monster inside”: time will be required, to heal. Monster means: from its least form which is liar, “without a cause”/ to tyrant, the intent to rule. People lie, without being a monster: because they want, or honestly desire: what they feel “is being lost”. There is a difference.
When you find romance, you find your soul: a relationship with Creation itself. Because this gift is highly valued, and it is a treasure to be kept inside. Unfortunately, the vast majority worship trophies, more than love. As a consequence, romance often dies. Romance is also torn, by the realities of this world and what can or cannot be done for life itself. As an example: I ended dating, because too many hearts were broken/ I simply could not stay. Few, would have survived this journey; had I asked them to come along; “outside the world they know”. It is then unfair. Life or death for our world is not a game, and it does take precedence. “Sometimes, love just isn’t enough”/ reality bites.
Of sexual relationships, there are again 4 main types: simple sex (just for chemicals)/ lust (just to use your body as my toy)/ honesty (we can share time, to express or experience our need, not to be alone)/ or as love beyond the physical reality, which changes everything between us. Men, who failed to grow up entirely: commonly fail to recognize women are not their “rubbing post”. Leaving women outside the experience (THIS IS NOT, just about you) and wanting less and less (I DON’T, need to be used or abused or a toy) after marriage (I need someone to help me); distance grows.  This is the result of men (boys), loving their penis; instead of the woman!  MEN who survive themselves, and learn to participate equally with women, sharing the experience by expressing the foundations of caring, respect, and I value you: DO, find themselves “trapped in the bedroom”. Because women are sexual beings, in more ways than one. The difference is: whatever you provide, accept, or learn.
One of the most troubling consequences of dating at an early age is: girls and women want control, if they want, or desire you. Boys and young men, want or desire females to participate with them/ when sex enters in, it is very hard to becomes friends with another: someone is going to get hurt. Which is why sex enters in, to control, and establish boundaries “not beyond me”. While boys try hard, searching for freedom; to prepare for life ahead/ girls try hard to protect their future, with someone who secures them, to time and place. That can easily lead to pregnancy, which all women understand as a lever/ if they want or desire you. Which leads to lies, which leads to heartbreak, which leads to lifetime changes, in both male and female. If you are not truly ready!
One of the most common maladies between male and female is: “I wasn’t ready/ you made me choose”. Or its opposite, “I was ready/ but you would not choose me”! Both are fraught with peril, because timing is an elemental truth. Where timing for love exists; there will be happiness! When it does not, there will be tears, and more. So the true question is: HOW, do we enable our lives to feel the same, at exactly the same time, and for the same cause or purpose?
This begins with recognizing: everyone desires the time to experience or express what freedom gives to them. If you restrain that, there will be a potential lifetime cost. If you make decisions, and force them to accept the consequences: there will be rejection, on a scale they choose. So then timing begins with freedom, and the right “to choose you, IF you will have me”. That requires time, and a distinct decision which won’t honestly be rushed. Thereby know, love is a medium through which we enter into the values of “ourselves first”/ before we can commit, to the values of someone else.
Timing is the commitment, to belong where you are, in this relationship. That commitment is not freedom; it is acceptance of a responsibility to share and care for each other first. Which requires honestly, “to be what the other needs”. When those needs are small, “you get freedom and its rewards”. When those needs are huge, it is a lifetime of work/ but with rewards. The treasury of love will grow, if you both earn it to be so.
Love is not a game.

Being free of duty: knowledge is the essential of change/ understanding the relationship born to share/ while wisdom itself stands as guard over our own future; even now, this world.

IF, I were a mother; I would teach you, of love and spiritual things. Because they are the essence of existence, beyond the walls of time. GOD is the core of everything/ but love binds every life in eternity as one. Even love for, and from “GOD” our Creator.

What is not love dies, what is hate HAS earned its reward.

Time is an education, preparing you for life beyond the limits “where your opportunity is, change”. Truth decides your fate, because only truth can survive the eternal essence of life itself. Without purity, there will be chaos. Every form of chaos ends with death.
As humanity, we are not/ nor can be we “pure” love. There is no such thing as perfection: but there is mercy, and there is love which teaches each one how we may begin the journey, beyond ourselves.
Thought travels where no heart can go; it is the environment of life itself. Therefore wherever your thought “lives in you”/ it is the essence of your potential eternity. None escapes their decision/ their acceptance of value or hate: so be careful what you do.
The spiritual world exists only as truth defined by law. It is consistent with its purpose, to prepare you for life beyond the boundaries of time: where action and reaction rule. Spirit means, to find where you belong. Therefore it will search every corner, every shadow, everything in you: for what is absolute truth. To clarify and prove your identity.
To be invited into that world, requires your decision: to participate in love alone. Time provides only two distinct directions; all else is simple survival. That direction is either to love/ or, to hate. That direction is too GOD or, it is not. Those who believe they can live as “both love and a little hate”/ retaining each; will never enter the spiritual world. They are trapped by their own desires, and stand at the door; you cannot help them, they chose.
JESUS, is my savior; in this spiritual world!

The quest of my life is: to fight for this world of GOD’S CREATION/ it is too precious to lose! Therefrom, because humanity was so belligerent (would not care) and greedy (wanting trophies); I needed answers, from beyond this place. Therefore I searched, and I entered into spiritual realities/ BUT THAT is not “for you”. Simply learn from me, as best you can. The best we can be, for ourselves and our eternity is “TOO LOVE BEAUTIFULLY”. To forgive as is true to life. To search for truth, share respect, and accept only mercy keeps us alive; even for an eternity. To learn everything that can or cannot be true in you; is best kept for the journey beyond this time/ it is extremely intense, and without your decision: beyond opening that door. Thought lives, therefore thought as it is pure and plain in you; with only a very distinct purpose, that gives back life in time. Most fail, with harsh consequences! Leave that for the moment of death. If you must/ then remember this: pride will not come, it is an enemy of truth; abandon it totally, or you will die to life itself. Want is un-welcomed; it means you are not satisfied with what truth will allow/ your failure will make you fall “into less”. Be aware: truth searches even your soul, and asks “what do you believe about GOD and JESUS”! Those answers reveal much to you/ because GOD already knows. No one is perfect, accept that now. Mercy alone decides.

Love is a message, that carries us into new and different worlds. Places beyond self, that realize it is “our heart (the place we share with life, our moments)” that gives meaning to existence.
There are too many, who must walk alone: do the best you can for all. Remembering both weak and strong need love to survive in their soul.

 

If you survive truth, the journey continues “HOME”.

Being free of duty: knowledge is the essential of change/ understanding the relationship born to share/ while wisdom itself stands as guard over our own future; even now, this world.

IF, I were a mother; I would teach you a little of business/ as this is the method of our survival as society. Business means: I will do something of equal or similar value for you/ that you will do for me. It is that simple/ but the game of money, and the desires of men; make it more complex. Bringing lies (I don’t care about you)/ greed (I want yours too)/ failure (NO, I won’t let truth decide)/ fantasy (we can play god)/ lust (I will tempt & flatter you, only to use or abuse your body)/ pride (I won/ means you lost); and so on. Therefore beware, because the damage done to one, spreads like fire to others/ as each tries to take revenge, for what was in their mind “unfair, to me”.

We begin in business, with the simple conclusion: I can do, what I can do! That being said, it is necessary to prove you not only can do what is claimed/ but you will do it, in an approved time. If you accomplish both of these with respect for the realities which govern the process and completion of the work/ then you can be in business. IF, you can sell the work, and yourself, as a “working truth”. Which means: every time you take a job, it must be completed with a certifiable professionalism/ within the time frame allotted/ and at a price people will agree is fair to all. If not fair to you, you will not survive business. If not fair to them, they will want to punish you, by telling everyone NOT to deal with you. Business itself can be modulated (some jobs/ answers, a little less than perfect) accordingly. Because if you don’t modulate; you get a line of people insisting (jumping up and down, demanding: ONLY YOU). WHICH DOES MEAN; life is nothing more than work. Life, is more than work!

What you cannot do, is make serious mistakes as that will end your business: THEREFORE DO NOT do anything that isn’t within your realm of expertise. You can learn as you go/ BUT ONLY, if you do know, what you must not do; before you begin. Consequences can be severe; even if you are prepared, and understand. The case of a furnace repaired by me; is an example of this.
An unusual furnace, whose manufacturer quit the area ten or more years in advance. Needed a new electronic ignition. After searching throughout the area/ that could not be found. After a continued search on the internet; I found the now owner of that brand, who informed me, “he could make me one, in about a week to ten days, and then ship it”. I was not happy with that solution; describing the problem to one of the dealers I bought from, “he suggested, this one”. I did, eventually put it in; babysat the machine for its first two or more hours of operation in a cold house (a short cycle system)/ and it worked perfectly, no adaption was made: it plugged right in “perfectly”. So I did leave it in operation: a week or more later, it had a catastrophic failure of the component (the gas valve opened first/ NOT after ignition called for it. None were harmed/ no property lost. But it does exemplify the cost of being wrong. And NO you cannot “pray and depend on GOD “ to keep you out of trouble. It is your responsibility, to make your decision, and accept the cost of what you decided to do: this is YOUR life/ you choose/ YOU pay. Just like me.
The manufacturer was informed of the situation & Most of the states attorney’s throughout America were informed of the problem as well. They are legally responsible for protecting people and changing “parts and complications”; regarding such things as this. Or more simply: NO electronic ignitions are allowed to catastrophically fail, under any condition: they can and must fail if necessary/ BUT NOT catastrophically. Business is not always “friendly”; all parties dealt with it responsibly/ aside from the states’ attorney’s, who probably did nothing/ as is their common mode of operandi. Generally “children playing games/ or power hungry dogs, using any excuse to make a name”. Because it’s a political appointment/ not earned. Which brings us to the correct response which is: THERE SHOULD BE NO MORE THAN TWO types of electronic ignition: one for hot surface/ one for spark ignition; OR, “same for both”. Being tested and as robust as possible, under all conditions; with an absolute guarantee: NO catastrophic failures! As we must depend upon these things with our lives. The government owns the patent (nobody else)/ and all manufacturers use it.

Which brings us to what does it take to earn a business? The answer is: generally,“more time” than it deserves! Or, more simply, the demand of competition is: do it now/ do it right/ or we will take your job, is constant. Along with unions, who say the same/ and intend never to let any competition in, other than themselves. Which brings us to the reality: even if you can do the job, and do it right, and find the work, because someone is willing to trust you. The reality of competition never goes away. A footnote: some business depends upon distraction/ some business dies because of distractions; understand what you need, understand what your customer wants; before you invest. DON’T LET WANT DECIDE. If truth (realities today) says no/ then your answer must be no!

Which brings us to resource lost/ immigration/ over-population/ and justice: what is fair!

Every business sells or provides, something! If the resource upon which you depend for that market fails: then so do you. Which makes resources the foundation of every business, regardless of its type. My dad used to say: “I will just go get more, from the store”/ while I reminded him of, resources are limited, and every week, there are over 2 million more humans on earth demanding them. His line was, “not in my lifetime”/ so I reminded him, “in your grandchildren’s lifetime for sure! My dad was just like “everyone (those who weren’t; too few to count) else” in America. That remains so today, as is proven by “trashed, everywhere”. A reality that will prove to be world war 3.
Nonetheless, our competition exceeds resource depletion; as humanity across this world seeks a better life/ when the reality of our existence is: EVERYBODY is going to get less. Because we are so MANY people, this earth must now come first, or we lose it all. Immigration and over-population are then one in the same, branch of realities; that have only one solution. People must, STOP GROWING in numbers. This is business, because resources are finite; and we will ALL; have nothing to live on; if you don’t stop. What you want is irrelevant/ reality decides, no more of this. A woman’s reality/ NOT a decision of men: they are in charge. Woman alone, has a vote.

So we ask of justice, what is fair for business to do/ what is fair in immigration/ what is fair in control over population/ and what is justice achieved for life?
Survival is fair: I worked too hard, to surrender to this! Competition is fair, so long as it comes from a defined area; decided upon by the citizens thereof. Or, NO outside competition, or investment; unless we the people decide: we must. NO outside advertizement, or influence; because we must sustain ourselves, and keep the results of what we did do, as the enforcement of what was right or wrong. Resource conservation, preservation, rebuilding, recycling, etc; is absolutely necessary, and without doubt required. Each to their own area; except for toxic waste WHICH MUST BE, transferred to area’s like the mountains of Utah for example, where life cannot survive; no water. NO risking the lives of others, by the manufacture of anything that can have results like Chernobyl or Bhopal India; or anything that is serious. If it must be manufactured it will be done in the safest areas possible: OUTSIDE of cities. NO conglomerations to monopolize business: these will be torn apart. NO extreme utilities companies, controlling vast areas: much smaller local utilities only: so as to protect yourselves. NO excessive poisons for agriculture; go back to sustainable, stable, and fair. NO more excessive drainage from farm, city, or industry: you will build retention ponds/ and you will monitor drainage establishing taxation which will fix the problem “quickly”; on those who fail. Protect resources and the planet. NO more endless driving/ penalties shall arise; or limits will be placed. NO more wasting food: collections will be made, from all major sources/ and this will become “pet food, or livestock food”. We have none to spare. Which means death shall be accompanied by “suitable means, to feed dead bodies to ocean fish: as a last resort to feed humanity before it is too late. Etc/ etc/ etc.

As to immigration and overpopulation: abortion is not birth control! IT IS ending a life that would otherwise appear. HOWEVER, humanity is not perfect, and causes occur which bring the reality of abortion to a decision per each individual woman. If not medically necessary/ then only within the first 40 days or thereabouts: time enough, before the reality becomes, in fact murder. Not a game/ a very serious decision you shall not put off, until you can’t stand it anymore. Do it NOW, and none have a right to argue.
The reality of immigration is overpopulation. Or, we took too much, and now someone has got to leave! But the world is full; therefore the consequences of your actions/ your parents actions/ or what you failed to protect as a society: does establish your responsibility to change these things first! FIX YOUR PROBLEMS (which begins with overpopulation/ the attack on resources and life), and then we the world will consider your request; because we must.

So we ask what is justice for life? The answer is: “protect what is left of environment, resources, chains of food, oceans, climate, oxygen, ozone, land, forests, insects, and everything men have been destroying faster than nature can rebuild”. Simple as that.

Being free of duty: knowledge is the essential of change/ understanding the relationship born to share/ while wisdom itself stands as guard over our own future; even now, this world.

IF, I were a mother; I would teach you of anger/ honor/ and respect for life, and world!

The elements of each are
ANGER comes from the essential realities of truth, which govern any substantial need: BUT cannot be altered or changed because of decisions and realities of want, as are governed by others.
Therefrom anger rests on the decision that submits: “my needs, desires, wants, purposes, etc/ are greater than yours. OR, in contrast, whatever I want, is all that matters/ you, do not”!
I have been angry; because after thirty years or so of working for life to survive humanity on this planet/ it became apparent the one thing I cannot change is men! They will return to the ways they have chosen, just as soon as they can. Which means change is irrelevant/ because it will not last! NOT EVEN, “with our entire world at stake”. They want what they want/ be damned to all else. That is the majority truth, and they lead the world; by creating armies to do so. They want: “the game of money” to continue/ because pride is more important than peace. They want: “the game (only the poor, have to die) of war”/ because it removes law, by mutilation and murder. War, stops the poor from organizing behind or because of, law. They want: to control women, because they can then pretend to play god. They want: to ravage and rape resources, “because we don’t want to pay” for life. Etc/ etc/ etc.

So we search HONOR instead of man: to seek truth as a tool for this earth to survive. Because war brings only hate! Hate only destroys, it is worthless for anything else.
Honor means, I choose to earn and give respect/ even though none may or will recognize my efforts on behalf of , “the beauty, love, and value of life itself”. Therefrom the protection of life is surrounded, by the values you place on what must be sacrificed or earned to do what duty demands. That means: YOU must choose, for life, to find honor!
From my life, your lesson is: love is not enough to stop a world from dying. Therefore what must be done, to keep life alive; is the price you will pay.
The price of true discipline is, “I can’t be distracted”. It is a harsh reality in many ways; but not without a reward, as life searches for answers to its chosen purpose and true desire. These things create an identity within you, that can be found by the spiritual world. Therefrom, it is possible to enter inside. That is, “the reward for honor”/ regardless of humanity.

RESPECT, the single description of a desire that lives within, and breathes “with the values of love”. Respect is, the structural integration of complexity, into life itself. Or more simply, “you must be able to think, for yourself”; to achieve respect. If you cannot, it will be lost or unattainable to you. Therefore treat the essence of life itself, as a relationship bound within love. Respect elevates reality by expressing and experiencing truth, through laws revealed. Order complies with your own request, to understand and know “miracles exist”. What becomes balance, is your decision to apply the knowledge you have earned, into trust. Trust binds us to each other, through wisdom shared because we chose to care. These things elevate your life, as desire proves love, not pride; matters to you.
Respect removes pride: even though that is one of life’s very hardest things to do. Because pride is the reality of games/ the decision to be “unequal” with others. Respect demands every miracle, is a true miracle, and must not be judged by us as anything less. Pride refuses. Respect assembles harmony. Pride destroys harmony, by refusing the right to share life itself; as it was intended to be. Men use pride, to create leaders: thereby armies through which they intend to rule themselves, by enforcing “we won”. Rulers make rules, so they can control the others; regardless of law or rights. History proves the reality of what this means “to men”.

That leaves women, to try changing this world! It is the last and only solution available; believe it or not/ its true!
But women are women, and they have adjusted to the reality of men, and the possibilities allowed by men. So the true question of what would they choose if released from male domination: is truly unknown. Those few women who have taken power/ did so, by becoming what men wanted them to be. That is NOT a solution in this day; because threats are against our entire world, and national pride will not do.

If that makes you angry, “as a child” demanding more: I must caution you, “only eternity truly matters”. Therefore do your best, but remember the outcome of these days: is left to the masses of humanity across this world. They must change, or they will die: you cannot make them change/ it is their choice!
Religion will interfere; largely because it is controlled by men/ and men demand: “we will NEVER change”. And again “GOD will defend us/ nothing bad can happen to this whole earth”! But I remind you, “they aren’t GOD”/ and they have no right to insist: the consequences of WHAT THEY THEMSELVES HAVE DONE, and are doing/ will not be allowed. After all, “it is what they themselves chose, or allowed”. It is even predicted: men will kill this world. Only change through truth, can prevent that. Change comes with acceptance: “there is a need”. Therefore revealing the facts of life, by the evidence presented determines the decision/ as does pride, by failures within.

Being free of duty: knowledge is the essential of change/ understanding the relationship born to share/ while wisdom itself stands as guard over our own future; even now, this world.

IF, I were a mother; the question is “what could I tell you of importance to your life”. Discarding completely the realities of threat we now face; choosing instead the simple grace, of “being human”.

We start from “old age”, to recognize nothing has truly changed from the time we are little, to the day death can be escaped no more: we remain “essentially the same”. Because no matter what else changes, on the inside “you are, the choices you will make”. As a child, these seem free; they are not! Consequently it is extremely important, that you remember freedom, “isn’t free”; there is a price associated with everything you do, or choose not to do. That price is a relationship inside your mind, with who you are. Or more simply: time lives in your memory, and you cannot escape it.
When we ask, what is important: four things come to ask the question, “to you/ to me/ to us/ or to GOD “! These are functionally the “four winds of life”. The breathe of our existence, keeps us alive, more so than any other facet of time and body; we die quicker here, than anywhere else. Therefore breathe “is living”! So the wind represents the direction living takes us, and the realities we will meet because of that choice. Selfishness is a choice/ slavery is a reality enforced/ friendship demands a relationship and the time required to create it honestly/ while “to search for GOD “; is to surrender those other things, in a quest or journey; to understand and experience truth through miracles. Truth is an essential, you will learn: it affects us all, instantly and forever/ try never to lie. Want brings lies; without want you will not lie, it has no purpose; unless you hate. Therefore try never to want, but only choose “to desire” what is precious. Desire is the elevation of purpose, to achieve the possibilities of love. Precious is the meaning assigned, when all other realities of life, are worth less. Therefore love, and all its beauty are precious. Romance certainly a participant in that value.
If sex is a blessing, & it is/ then heartache and sorrow should not go “hand in hand with sex”! Few do not combine the two, and declare sex “fraught with peril”. Too many declare the entire opposite gender of life: “entirely worthless”/ because of what one or two, did do. Children are victimized, because the mind of a child in a grown body; “is a terrible thing”. And so on! Therefore understand this: leave intimacy for truth to decide/ not freedom. Truth recognizes love, as a participant in trust. Trust is earned through a relationship, that gives just as much as it takes. Life is realized, when just being alive is the value of your time, shared with mine: that is called romance/ and sexuality (beyond caring) before it is honest and true; will only cause trouble.
Women lie/ men flatter and tempt: “people want, what they want, and excuse their methods as; all is fair in love and war”. Nothing is less true to life than those words. It is the basis of most human trouble.
Fair means: I have accepted the value of being equal, I do understand the reality of survival, I believe in the certainty of happiness/ loneliness/ and truth: therefore I will choose to be as honest as life “in this reality” can be. Perfect is not necessary. Decisions that seek fairness, through balance, discipline, order, and duty are.

What is beautiful about life, IS LOVE & MIRACLES! Nothing less compares. Therefore an honest quest, “TO BE ALIVE” INSIDE! Begins and ends with these. While truth alone leads, and survival is the purpose recognized by needs; love is the blanket that keeps us warm, when time and reality refuse our lives. We do need love to balance existence. But love is a shared existence, therefore unavailable without someone to love. Miracles are a truth revealing love for us, therefore these can be shared by the truth of their gift; to our own experience and expression in life. Every miracle shares something/ until hate, or death in other ways, consumes it. Be cautious with your love; protect the very best of it, “FOR GOD “ alone! So that you may always be alive inside.

Time is the shared experience of every participant. “We are, all in this together”! Until the day we die. If we all know happiness/ then we share a happy world. If we all know sadness/ then we can comfort each other, because “we do know” what this is about. But when we live between these extremes, it is because people believed “freedom to choose only for me”; was allowed. Even though it is allowed, the reality of it has consequences. Quickly the vast majority are no longer equal/ and in fact, become slaves in one form or another; fighting with each other, for a trophy to say, “I am NOT a slave/ I AM better”. But when all the people say, “I want to be rich”: it means slavery has taken over their lives. Slavery then is, a human force which controls their decisions. You must, or you die; or you are discarded to the trash! The backlash is then crime, violence, and tragedy on many levels. The lesson for every child: Stay alive, not wanting!

To stay alive recognizes truth as the only leader/ the only master, with meaning or authority over you. Truth is a law revealed through understanding reality. Do not overlook your needs. But remember a need is personal: a need is the difference between life or death/ it is nothing less. Love is the difference between what we can and will share as one; equal in all ways.
To want (doesn’t matter why), is to descend into an abyss. There is neither a bottom or a top from which to get beyond this, “that controls me”. Want controls you/ you do not control want: that is essential to every lie it creates. While every person who wants will say “IT AIN’T SO”. Reality knows otherwise. Want creeps in, “to tempt you”/ which you then accept or deny. While the decision is yours inside, the reality of measurement belongs outside. The consequence of your decision to want: being a judgment, which then attempts to control another life. “By whatever means possible”. Some call this “creep”/ devil or satan.
But it is not so simple as blaming what you cannot see (something you can’t control). Rather, the question is: WHY do you want? Anger answers, “they have better/ aided by, that’s unfair”! Pride answers, “I WON/ then NO, I won’t share; I do not care enough”. So the divide enlarges, and the people complain. Separating humanity into “groups”. Love asserts, we are in this together; our happiness depends upon the whole! Arrogance replies: “I AM (look at me/ look at them) happy enough; let them be slaves”. War answers: a slave too long!
Duty attests: what can be done for the whole of life/ must be done, “respect demands it”. Therefore answers come from love, but exist only when humanity itself engages in the fight, to be “the best we can all be”. Here life itself divides: into those who will never fight, not even for life/ and those who will lie, cheat, and steal to gain an advantage; thereby proving humanity will never change. The few who are left, proving RESPECT must not die/ do fight a lonely battle, with mixed results. Parts and pieces will be used: but the vast majority decide the extent. It is nonetheless, “the best we can do”! People are free, their decisions are not.